Sunday, October 24, 2004
Ingin aku hulurkan salam terima kasih pada dia
Yang sentiasa sudi mendengar celoteh dan keluh kesah ku...
Dulu pernah dua minggu dia menghilang
Dua minggu itulah aku turut menjadi bisu
Dia juga sering meniup semangat ku
Memberi galakan mengharungi halangan
Sekali lagi...
Terima kasih untuk dia
~~~ *** ~~~
terima kasih awak....
Posted at 11:56 pm by idamann
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Quite a dull slow moving day, while others are at home enjoying their Ramadhan, here I am at my work station…staring at the screen, into the dungeon of nothingness. Come to think of a song during my college days. Do you agree that a song can actually reminds us of an event or incident or even a particular episode of life ? Would love to share this song with any passer by…
Big Big World
I’m a big, big.girl
In a big, big world
It’s not a big, big thing
If you leave me
But I do, do feel
That I do, do will
Miss you much
Miss you much
I can see the first leaves falling
It’s all so yellow and nice
It’s so very cold outside
Like the way I’m feeling inside
Chorus.
Outside it’s now raining
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen ?
Why did it all have to end ?
Chorus.
Bridge:
I have your arms around me
Warm like fire
But when I open my eyes
You’re gone
Chorus.
By EMILIA
Posted at 02:08 am by idamann
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Saturday, October 23, 2004
Ever hurt someone who means something to you? You go on with life and only then you regret about what you have done to this person ? Current madness by HOOBASTANK dedicated to AZZ who used to be part of my LIFE. Leading present new life does not make me forget who I was, where I was and those that had touched my heart & soul…
“The Reason “
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
by Hoobastank
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Posted at 06:43 am by idamann
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biarlah kisah semusim itu
terpahat di sini
moga ianya akan...
terus mekar, segar dan mewangi
walau hanya di dalam alam
yang tak pasti ini...
~~~ *** ~~~
Posted at 04:21 am by idamann
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Friday, October 22, 2004
Believe in what you do. Do what you believe in. A simple yet impressive saying I happened to come across during my tertiary days upon preparing project paper prior to graduation fiesta.
Indeed, what I believe is not that extraordinary, just a mere likewise belief of others. Yet I sometimes reach to a point which I never know how could I manage to get there. In the end, I am disillusioned by what I believe the very soon an insignia of life cycle.
We get ourselves born, grow up from infant to children and becoming an adult while an elderly remarks the end prior to R.I.P.
These days I stand myself to the status of adult, the point I never thought I finally come across as it holds a lot of anticipation, imparts opportunities, sustains collaborative efforts, to name a few, I believe I am still alive. For what I have been through, I am very much appreciating since the natal day.
Many more to learn about life and the very recent episode was really aspiring, commemorating the stance I am standing with some hopes to keep hold of. Idaman as this weblog's title suggests the belief I am looking for. Wooly it appears as the time would not favor. Long live idamann!
Posted at 11:15 pm by idamann
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Sometimes in our life we tend to do something which is repetitious and to certain extent we are carried away by that kind of behaviour. This frequently happens to me on the ground that I am not so fashioned to explore the new horizons rather than being traditional conservative, having the stigma of wait and see then hold some anticipations which in the end goes to more or less an endless goal.
Nevertheless, life is enticing yet timely temporal as the true life would be the afterlife in the Hereafter. I go through many upsets although it is far more than comparatively similar to what our noble prophets go through. In that respect, I appreciate each and every single moment I cruise for at least eventually provides the essense of grateful.
My love saga is halfway but my true love never ends. It lives up my life all the way to the day of resurrection. Praise God the Almighty.
Posted at 03:37 am by idamann
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Thursday, October 21, 2004
Ingin aku ceritakan pada dunia
Kisah pertemuan dua jiwa
Dengan bait-bait madahku yang tidak seberapa...
Pertemuan yang tidak pernah terduga
Telah menjalinkan satu rasa
Rasa indah berbunga tak terhurai oleh bahasa
Tapi takdir dan rezeki...bukan dalam genggaman manusia
Dua insan satu rasa
Mengalih muka meredakan gelora
Mengelap...merawat hati yang terluka
Mengajar diri menerima kenyataan seadanya...
Posted at 10:25 am by idamann
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Sunday, October 17, 2004
Dating for me is a unique, ambigous and abstract. Not to mention is the virtual date as had happened four years back. In the end, as the eye finally set to another eye, how the world would make its remark? God knows better.
To my astonishment, such dating would not long last. Indeed, a lot happened for such a quick spell to time, having knowing each other and indeed it was a very beautiful day. I know little about the inner feeling yet this 'date' I attribute to the famous song during my childhood days. The chorus and the ending lyric are just so happening and for that I simply solute this 'date'.

Pelangi Petang
Ku meniti awan yang kelabu
Ku tempuhi lorong yang berliku
Mencari sinar yang menerangi
Kegelapanku
Ku percaya pasti suatu masa
Sang suria kan menyinar jua
Membawa harapan yang menggunung
Bersamanya...
(korus)
Engkau tiba bagaikan pelangi
Tak bercahya namun kau berseri
Tapi cukup menghiburkan
Hati ini
Seharian waktu bersamamu
Tak terasa saat yang berlalu
Bagai pelangi petang kau kan pasti
Pergi jua...
(ulang dari korus)
Posted at 06:51 pm by idamann
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